Nonduality is often spoken of as the realisation that there is no separate self - that the apparent distinction between ‘me’ and ‘the world’ is an illusion. Many seekers come to understand this intellectually, perhaps even glimpse it in direct experience. But there is a subtler, deeper layer of illusion that is rarely discussed - the illusion of the observer itself.
In many spiritual traditions, meditation and self-inquiry lead to a recognition of the ‘witness’ - a silent, observing presence that seems to stand apart from thoughts, sensations, and experiences. This witnessing awareness feels untouched by the movements of the mind, unchanging amidst the flow of life. Many take this to be their true nature, the final resting place of spiritual realisation. But is it?
The Observer as the Last Veil
In deep nondual inquiry, even this witness is seen as an appearance - a subtle construct within experience. If there is an observer, does that not imply something separate being observed? The moment we say ‘I am the witnessing awareness’, we have already split reality into two: a witness and something witnessed. This division is still duality.
But what happens when even the witness collapses?
When attention turns toward this observing presence itself, something strange is discovered - the witness cannot be found. It has no location, no boundaries, no substance of its own. It was never a ‘thing’ at all. It was simply another layer of mind, a final stand of identification clinging to the last traces of separation.
And when this is seen clearly, there is no longer an ‘I’ watching experience unfold. There is only experience. Only the seamless, spontaneous flow of what is, with no inside or outside, no centre from which it is seen. The entire movement of ‘self’ - from personal identity to witnessing awareness - dissolves into pure presence, leaving nothing behind that could claim to be apart from it.
The Vanishing Point
This is where words fail, because the mind operates through contrast, and here, contrast no longer exists. There is no longer ‘oneness’ because that would imply the possibility of ‘twoness’. There is not even ‘being’ because that would require ‘non-being’ as a reference point. There is simply this - utterly immediate, free from any concept that could define it or any vantage point that could frame it.
The mind might still ask: Who or what remains when even the witness disappears?
But that very question reveals the last remnants of seeking - the assumption that something must ‘remain’. In truth, nothing is left, yet nothing is missing. There is no one to be enlightened, no state to be attained, no conclusion to be reached. Only a silent, self-evident simplicity that was never absent.
The search is over, not because something was found, but because it was seen that there was never anything missing.
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